Jan. 8, 2014
I’ve had a dry cough for as long as I could remember. After surgery, nothing changed. I still cough a lot. Most of the time phlegm comes up (TMI. I know). Otherwise, it’s been good.
I usually take a daily nap or two. I only take one or two Ibuprofen tablets per day (sometimes I forget unless the pain is actually noticeable).
Pushing yourself can be a scary thing when your mind is on a different tangent to your body. My body hasn’t been capable of doing much physically, but my mind hasn’t stopped running. I think this mindset is something I’ve adapted from CrossFit – the more you push yourself, the more results you see. This could definitely be a bad thing, however, luckily, I have only seen positive results. Or at least that’s what I think.
Tomorrow I have a checkup with my surgeon, Dr. Cerfolio, before heading back to school.
Some may say, “School?! What?! A month after having major surgery?!”
Uh, yeah. I’m a busy woman with things to do. Gotta get back on my grind.
My appointment with Cerf will determine whether or not I should or should not actually go back to Syracuse.
I’m praying for the best.
Jan. 9, 2014
Today’s the day.
I’m pretty excited to see the man that saved my lung (and my life).
He walks into the room and happiness runs through my veins. He’s such an amazing person. His smile warms my heart, and his hugs provide the greatest source of comfort – they’re so full.
He’s also pretty handsome which can’t ever be a bad thing, right? The picture says it all.
His smile is plastered on his face. Literally.
He’s at a loss for words… He pulls up my x-rays… Suddenly, I’m at a loss for words too.
Below, you can see the last x-ray I did before leaving the hospital.
That white cloud of whatever-you-want-to-call-it on the right side of my chest is where my lung used to be.
Cerfolio spent 4 hours in the operating theater trying to save my lung. He was only able to save a little bit of it of the lung. Now, there’s only one fifth of it left. Tell me if you can see it, because I definitely do not.
Fluid had accumulated in that space, and the x-ray led many doctors to think that I had developed pneumonia. They advised my surgeon to send me back to the ER to remove what’s left.
Cerfolio said no. The others said yes. Cerfolio said no again, and his way goes. After all, he does know best.
This is what my lungs look like now:
Cerfolio knew that time and God would heal all. He knew.
There’s not a lot left, but it’s there!
IT’S THERE. LOOK AT IT!
It’s a huge difference.
I look around the room. Every single person is smiling.
After such trying times, we deserved some good news. This is definitely good news.
You need to see the two photos side by side.
Do you see that?!
Some may say I’m lucky. I say I’m blessed.
Time to go back to school and enjoy my life in new and exciting ways.